Abusive Homelife; I feel so unloved and hated right now by everyone and it's affecting my mental state?

Are you kidding??? You're beautiful! I am so very sorry for your situation. You mom sounds like my dad and unfortunately the only advice I can give is to wait until you're legally old enough to move out. Please don't use marijuana and DO NOT believe your sister and mother. Damn, I can't believe your mom. People like that dont change, trust me, I know.Obviously they have serious issues themselves and they're trying to bring you down. Are you able to get a part time job? Waitressing or something? This will give you time away but also more importantly you can save some money for when you move out. Think about this, and if you ever feel like talking feel free to write me OK. XOXO